I have been pondering all this week on this whole question of Karma. I recently got my computer hacked into.
I had been going a most horrible relationship which I finished quite some time ago and all the fingers were pointing at that person. All my work had been wiped off. Six months of writing. An album I had created and more. My initial reactions were anger and then of course the tears followed. I think the innter child in me was so upset that I hadn't been sensible enough to look after myself and back my work up.
Anyway a couple of visits to the local pc shop and many changing passwords etc, and recovering all my websites etc. I did some real soul searching. I started thinking to myself, If there is a universal force out there there is it our job to take our revenge on people for hurting us or can we trust that karmic debt be repaid one way or another.
I am not a buddhist but I am spiritual and believe there is a force far more powerful than ourselves that decides what is right and wrong.
Many religions believe in Karma. The thing is we have no control over when our karmic debts are likely to be called in.
Do they get called in immediately or do they come back later when we least expect them.
One of my friends was walking down the street the other day and nearly got run over by a woman driving up a one way street in the wrong direction. He was very angry and the verbal abuse he gave her caused a stir and invited the local traffic warden who wouldn't have normally noticed her to issue you with a ticket for hazardous driving. That is a perfect example of instant karma.
Having worked my way through a very difficult week and kept myself in a place of light and love I have trusted my intution and believe that sometimes we just have to trust. Know that is it is not our place to judge and that good things turn out . Its a bit like the whole yin yang thing whereby dark becomes light.
I went to see a healer friend right after it happened and saw a pheasant run across the road. The pheasant is a sign of the pheonix. Its about good coming out of bad. I realised this was a sign from the universe that my week was going to turn around for the better. Not the mention the whole of the coming new year.
